The Fuchsias

 

I had read a poem by D. H. Lawrence called “Terra Incognita” and had the book on my nightstand for several years.  I had always planned to make a dress related to this poem, but never got around to it.  As I neared the finish of this

sequence of paintings, I became determined to include this poetic vision in the series. They were very difficult to capture as the shape and energy of the fuchsias seemed to want to dance off the page.  After struggling with their form and becoming frustrated with my inability to really capture their essence I decided to “let them be”. What a novel idea for me.  The painting never really felt “done” and I finally realized what a metaphor this is for life.  There is color and beauty all around us and we tend to pay attention to the downside or lack of perfection rather than celebrating what is really already there.

 

 

The message: The mysteries of life are available to us if we reach beyond our own self-limiting paradigms and open ourselves up to what the Universe wants for us.  The task is to be willing to surrender to what is really needed and celebrate the wisdom that is beyond our own.

 

 

Meditation on the Second Coming

 

This painting was inspired by Yeats’ poem “The Second Coming”. It concerns itself with the mysteries and riches of the unconscious mind. The jewel tones of this painting against the background of deep colors signify the riches that can be accessed through depth. Attending to the primal forces of nature engenders genius and brilliance and is available to those who have the courage to mine these depts. Within themselves.  The dove, the uruborus and the scorpion all symbolize the primal forces accessible to us. The dove is symbolic of primal feminine energies and is considered in many cultures God’s messenger of prophecy.

The messageIt is in connection with our deepest feelings and most basic natures that our own brilliance is most powerful.

 

 

The Fashion Angel Speaks with Her Ravens

 

This painting was inspired by one of my business trips to Italy.  Since I am afraid of flying and lots of other things, I frequently visualize angelic beings as a protection for me.  When I fly they are always dressed in some way appropriate to the destination. This time they were dressed in gorgeous chiffon gowns, which trailed behind the airplane for miles. My angels are always there to protect me and I trust them implicitly.  This angel has the wings of an eagle, which signifies Vision, and she is talking with the ravens, spirits of wisdom from the invisible realms. The flower devas further support her quest for beauty. The raven, as a totem, represents the powers of magic and creativity and the raven brings messages to you from the unseen worlds.

The message:  The strength and beauty of the angelic realms are available and open to us if we listen closely and carefully to our intuition.  This also requires trust and faith n the guardians that protect us and help us in furthering our dreams and keeping us on our path.  All of this requires a commitment to the quiet and protections of our space so that our intuitive side can speak and be heard.

The Sunflowers

 

This painting arrived after I visited a Native American pow wow.  I reconnected with the shamanic energy of Mt. Shasta in 1992. The sunflowers arrived on the paper with a kind of fast energy with no interference from my left-brain.  The combination of the radiance of the flowers and the speed of their appearance was, in itself, an experience to behold.  This was definitely a communication from the Universe about what is actually available to us.  After finishing this painting, I sat in front of it for a long time and absorbed the energy of the Light from within the flowers.

The message: Light, radiance and love are the next paradigms of consciousness.

 

 

 

Taos Tigress

 

This painting was inspired by a trip I took to the Santa Fe and Taos area after the death of a close family member.  At the time, I understood that this area was the spiritual center of the United States and that we could draw upon the deep wisdom of the Native American cultures for healing the planet.  While I was there I had an intense vision that my part in this planetary healing was to develop a clothing line imbued with sacred and instinctual energy, using natural fibers, animal skins and beauty.  The purity and clarity of the Taos air reveals almost transcendent colors and I knew that this was my gift- to incorporate these colors into the clothing.  It was a powerful vision and I made a commitment to the task.

The message:  The human psyche is very attuned the clarity and vibration of color as well as the inherent harmony of beauty. We will be healed, in part, through a connection with the harmony of the senses that occurs with the apprehension of beauty in our world as well as the spiritual healing that comes through connection with the radiance of our bodies.

Magical Maui

 

This painting was inspired by my return to the Hawaiian Islands after growing up there in the  ‘50s and ‘60s.  The sun, air, water and flowers all affected me radically on this trip and I fell in love with the Islands all over again.  I was regenerated by the experience of love and aloha spirit which permeates the air and I understood how profoundly I had been affected by the energies as a young and impressionable person.  I was still carrying that energy and understand in an unmistakable way that I have a responsibility for perpetuating that love and spirit to myself and all of those with whom I come into contact. It was truly a gift to be given.  The dolphins represent joy and community, as well as emotional contact and communication. The dolphin as a totem is a powerful bridge to the power of the breath in transformative processes.

The Message:  The primal Divine Feminine holds the power of love, beauty, color and light in her hands. It is her responsibility to use these gifts to shift the forces of darkness, destruction and pain into the Light.  Love, about all else, carries the potential of healing for self, community and the planet.

Infinite Compassion

 

This mandala arrived quite spontaneously on a retreat to Maui to process the loss of my sister, Nancy. The retreat location supported my goals in turning inward to gain more awareness of the meaning of our relationship. This descent was a powerful one and during my retreat there I met a woman, Isabela, with whom I discussed the necessity of expanding one’s heart to contain the pain and sorrow of loss – any kind of loss. This expansion often transforms pain into compassion and takes an incredible amount of patience and self-compassion to sustain. It becomes a practice if one has the devotion and commitment to the process.

We agreed that the capacity to take this path can provide a paradigm for healing – self, society and planet. We dedicated ourselves to this process at a sacred heiau on Maui and vowed to follow this path. My sister Nancy practiced unconditional love for most of her interesting  life and was a true model of maintaining this stance through very challenging life situations. I showed this mandala to Lama Gyaltsen at the Maui Dharma Center and he asked me to name it, dedicate and show it to as many people as I could as a vehicle for healing. The mandala is dedicated to my sister Nancy.

Mt. Shasta Mandala

 

This mandala was the second one I did on Maui. It was to honor the Sacred Mountain that I have such a connection with. I had been making a necklace that was inspired by a conversation I had with an angel I met at Castle Lake in the Shasta area. The necklace was inspired by my understanding that the radiance of the heart needed to be protected in healers who often have open hearts in a culture that does not “see” this. I started to make a breastplate out of one thousand crystal beads, planning to include the shape of a pink heart fashioned by pink crystals in the center of it. This necklace is represented in this mandala by the inner circle of white dots. The snakes encircling the inner circle symbolize transformation and the red feather represents the passionate commitment of the activated heart.

The whole mandala is set on a background of cosmic stars and the central star represents radiance and light, the most healing energy of the cosmos and a key element in our current healing crisis. The necklace can be seen in the near future on our sacred jewelry section of this website. The mandala is dedicated to the Angel whose name I do not know.

The Butterfly Mandala

 

After creating primarily geometric shapes in the mandalas I was doing, I began to feel the need for more organic, living symbols. Having worked with animal medicine for years, I decided to start with the butterfly, an ancient symbol of transformation as well as transmutation. Changing shapes is a powerful and important skill in the shamanic world and the butterfly can be an important reminder of this capacity in all of us.

In creating this mandala, the butterfly started to take shape and led to a wonderful process of spontaneously developing the shapes surrounding her. The wave shapes in the Circle were hand drawn and represent light waves in motion interspersed with jewels of light. Later, the diamond shapes presented themselves and lastly the Circle and the Star of David. This mandala was dedicated to my friend Isabela whose friendship inspired this artistic opening for me.

The Passion Flower

 

While painting in my studio to the strains of Beethoven’s music from the “Immortal Beloved”, I was suddenly struck by the power of the music as well as the subject matter which was this beautiful flower called the Passion Flower. Suddenly, I experienced the synergy of the erotic, the beautiful and the cosmic. Combining these three sources is the basis of the state of grace. I felt like a momentary midwife to this energy and was in a state of awe and appreciation to have experienced this synergy firsthand.

The message: Surrendering to one’s inner passions gives one the opportunity to acquire the state of grace. It is the process of putting passion into a form that is the pathway to this state.